Take me home

There are times like these, when I loose faith in life altogether, rare it may be, but I distrust anything that exists in this world made by you……I do not find comfort in anything created by you. My heart wants to cry loud, loud enough to reach your ears, to ask you for letting me out of this unknown pain that I am going through right now, the reason for which…I myself am unable to figure…..

I feel so uneasy with this strange unhappiness surrounding me, Oh! God I raise my hands towards you not knowing exactly what I want from you, though one thing I am sure of is, you are the only thing that can give me solace and nothing here can help me, you are the only one that can give me freedom and the everlasting worriless peace.

Oh Lord give me the strength to fight and live this world. Till the time I come back home, to you, to the place that gives nothing else but peace and happiness, the place where I actually belong.


29 april 98, 8.45 PM

Come back to you again

Remembering the times spent together
And each moment we shared
All the days gone by
Not knowing then, what it was meant to be

Like a storm all came to me
Washing away all my sorrows
Giving me heaps of dreams
But not hope for it to come true

I can still feel your touch
Can have you back across the miles
I can still have you besides me
With just close of my eyes

I want to be there again
I want to touch you once more
I want to feel the happiness
That I had never felt before

Want to kill the distance
that lay in-between
simply want to fly my way
just next to my dream

Only if I could – Come back to you again.


6th Jan 98, 7.10 PM