i believe in miracles…only waiting for it to happen...

You may find it kidish, but I truly believe in fairy god mothers, guardian angels and Santa….

I know for a fact that they watch and guard us from top, see us cry and feel sad, and live our moments of joy with us. Today we had a day full of Secret Santa's floating around us, playing the game where we become Santa for one another make others feel special…

I had no one playing Santa for me, but I wanted my real santa, my fairy god mother, my guardian angel to do something for me…I wanted "this one" message to come…which did not…I kept waiting…and I still am…

I don’t think it will come…its too late for that...butI will not give up hopes, you know why??? ...coz…

I believe in miracles … only waiting for it to happen…

Every cloud has a silver lining.....

I am looking for mine.

Every cloud has a silver lining.....I am looking for mine.

and just when and just when u begin to think He does not exist, He proves his existence with a miracle…

and just when u begin to think He does not exist, He proves his existence with a miracle…

Take me home

There are times like these, when I loose faith in life altogether, rare it may be, but I distrust anything that exists in this world made by you……I do not find comfort in anything created by you. My heart wants to cry loud, loud enough to reach your ears, to ask you for letting me out of this unknown pain that I am going through right now, the reason for which…I myself am unable to figure…..

I feel so uneasy with this strange unhappiness surrounding me, Oh! God I raise my hands towards you not knowing exactly what I want from you, though one thing I am sure of is, you are the only thing that can give me solace and nothing here can help me, you are the only one that can give me freedom and the everlasting worriless peace.

Oh Lord give me the strength to fight and live this world. Till the time I come back home, to you, to the place that gives nothing else but peace and happiness, the place where I actually belong.


29 april 98, 8.45 PM