i wish i were a writer

i wish i were a writer,
who could write my mind out,
without the fears of the world
not caring that i am too loud

i wish i were a writer
who could speak as my heart says
not being shy of the words
just following it's own ways

i wish i were a writer
and could write how Leonardo paints
as strokes of his color speak
my words could paint the frame

i wish i were a writer
and could write how Mozart plays
his magical fingers on the keys
could be my writing on the lanes

i wish i were a writer
who could touch your heart
you sleep with my words on mind
and wish the same, when your day starts

i wish i were a writer
who knew how to write well
so you read what my mind speak
and makes your heart swell

i wish i were a writer
that you fall in love with too
for all my words i write
i write my love, only for you

if you are a good loser, you are a loser.

i am such a bad loser, be it a game or a bet ...it stays with me and i actually work hard to come out of it...

they say, have sportsman spirit, yeah i have that, and that's the reason i play and want to win !!! else why compete if you are ok losing? most of you who read this will frown or even call me names for being such a b$#@$...

what the hell...i am what i am...and am glad to know that i am not the only one, i heard a friend say yesterday..."if you are a good loser, you are a loser" wow !!! that shows i am not the only one, i have some like minded people around !!!

i live my dreams in my dreams.

i mean this literally... there are few things in life that i want so desperately...well, as the waking PK does not have it...i get to achieve them while i am happily asleep - may be the subconscious is still awake longing for it... the the fun part is, i get joy achieving / getting it even in dreams and the next day for me is the most beautiful one :)

new year resolution 2008

they are not much different from last year ... which only shows that i did not follow them last year...!!!

so the first one will be

1 - not to break the new year resolution
2 - take time out for my guitar (roll over from 2007)
3 - take time out for reading (roll over from 2007)
4 - exercise

i feel cold !!!

typically i feel 1 or 2 degree colder than it typically is...and i keep telling friends that i come with a statutory warning to "store in warm place"...

(ya ! i feel that cold even in Mumbai's so called winters)