I feel lost

It has been months since i have blogged, and not sure if i can be regular still...
I have said it earlier... writing is one thing that relaxes me...keeps me happy...and that is one thing i somehow cannot make time for in my turbo busy life...such an irony !!!

I wish I had 10 hands to do multitasking….

i am dying with over load of work...but i kind of do not crib as i LOVE my work...well i am in HR...and for all those people who think that the HR folks do nothing but sit on their fat asses (not necessarily applicable to me - both the fat ass and not do anything part)...here is one person...who has no time to breathe...

there was a phase last month where i went without a meal for more then 24 hrs as at work had no time to eat and reached home post midnight just to crash and start again...

i got an ultimatum from SS yesterday, who has to get up at 6 AM to leave home at 8 everyday, who gets disturbed with the lights on and my key board making endless "tick tick " noise...he says..."light will be off by 10 from tomorrow and you will sleep..." 10? what a joke...i actually start working post 7 or 8 when people leave and there is no one to distract and pull me into endless meetings to manage crises...

i really really wish i had more hands to do multitasking....for once i need a vacation...i am going to fall ill...

Only if a day had more than 24 hours..

i wouldn't have so much work to carry forward...i missed working one weekend (sat visited a friend and sun went for movie) it took me 2 weeks behind my work already...

i hate lies

tell me the truth even if it hurts, coz if i know u had lied, that will hurt me even more...

both in relationships and work...

i cannot tolerate excuses and further... lies to cover up negligence at work, if you have not delivered it is ok, but have the courage to own up to it, don't tell me the white f*****g lie...tell the truth and i will back you to no end

speak up...

not once but many a times it has happened that i have this great idea in my mind that i want to share, waiting for the right time to come..blah blah blah and before i know someone else has spoken about it...

in discussions when all are breaking heads for a solution , i may have an idea in my mind, but it sounds so stupid coz it sounds so basic...in fear of making a fool of myself ... i keep shut...and surprise surprise ... though basic...my solution was bang on!!! once again spoken by someone else...

my husband always tells me...most of the complex problem have simple solutions...but people are so fixed on solving complexity that they miss out the obvious...

so

lesson learnt - i will always speak up...