There are times like these, when I loose faith in life altogether, rare it may be, but I distrust anything that exists in this world made by you……I do not find comfort in anything created by you. My heart wants to cry loud, loud enough to reach your ears, to ask you for letting me out of this unknown pain that I am going through right now, the reason for which…I myself am unable to figure…..
I feel so uneasy with this strange unhappiness surrounding me, Oh! God I raise my hands towards you not knowing exactly what I want from you, though one thing I am sure of is, you are the only thing that can give me solace and nothing here can help me, you are the only one that can give me freedom and the everlasting worriless peace.
Oh Lord give me the strength to fight and live this world. Till the time I come back home, to you, to the place that gives nothing else but peace and happiness, the place where I actually belong.
29 april 98, 8.45 PM
