Monday, June 13, 2005

Love me, now......and for ever

Love me now when I am young and fresh
With smiles and life to explore

Love me even when I go out of shape
bringing up seed of our love

Love me even when I
with age become slow

Love me also when I
am unable to make love to you any more

Love me when I get haggered
and my skin wrinkles

Love me even when passion in me
exist no more

Love only me, even when a young girl
in old age comes to you to lure

Coz my love - I love you, not for your youth
but for what you are

not for your ability to make love
but for the love you hold in your heart

so you too love me my love,
not for the sake of lust
but for the sake of love
Love me... now ... and for ever.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

and just when and just when u begin to think He does not exist, He proves his existence with a miracle…

and just when u begin to think He does not exist, He proves his existence with a miracle…

Monday, April 25, 2005

Confession – the best pain killer.

happiness....nothing but a mirage.

Happiness is like mirage, you chase it all day long and it keeps going further,
at dusk when you think you have caught it by reaching it,
you realize that it never existed.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Confession – the best pain killer.

I had written this title about a year back (today we are on 17th April 2006).Almost a year passed by since then.

A year back i was carrying a burden of secret in my heart, which was as big as mt everest. it was not about me, but did affect our lives. I contemplated a lot, if i should or not tell my mom about it...it was killing me, sooner or later they were bound to know, what do i do??

I gathered courage one day and let it out in one shot. She was struck with shock and probably could not sleep the whole night, next morning she also said "tu jhoot bol rahi hai na? (tell me you are lying)"... and like how all mom's do, she talked to my dad about it - i did not have courage to tell him myself - so solved my problem about telling him ;)

today after a year, i can say i did the right thing, i know i took a very big chance, but it was worth it, than living a life in fear "what if they come to know"

that night i slept in peace after a long time as you know the burden was off my heart...and as i said confession was the best pain killer for me.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

when life goes thru a down stream...

when life goes through a down stream
and nothing bright around can make you smile

though you see the rainbow in the end,
but some how the heart still cries.

you have shower of blessings from the heaven,
still why you are weeping all nights

you have it all, all that no other has,
but still you feel so hollow

why cry for the sins of others,
and why weep for their sorrow

why cant you embrace the happiness lord has given you,
as it is lot for so many around

oh my dear, do not break ..... not now
when only last mile remains to go....

Thursday, January 13, 2005

It never is me.

How happenings in someone’s else’s life affect your life as well….strange it is what ever is happening to me since morning. I cannot thank God enough for treating my life with so much care, he has not only given me all that I ever wanted but also things that I never asked for, so why am I so troubled? Oh Lord this is unfair…..why is it that things happening in others lives takes the charm away from mine? I am happy for others, but why do I feel that in this only one person can be happy, so if it is them, it cannot be me… ...and in the end I know, it will not be me……coz it never is. *.*.*