I had written this title about a year back (today we are on 17th April 2006).Almost a year passed by since then.
A year back i was carrying a burden of secret in my heart, which was as big as mt everest. it was not about me, but did affect our lives. I contemplated a lot, if i should or not tell my mom about it...it was killing me, sooner or later they were bound to know, what do i do??
I gathered courage one day and let it out in one shot. She was struck with shock and probably could not sleep the whole night, next morning she also said "tu jhoot bol rahi hai na? (tell me you are lying)"... and like how all mom's do, she talked to my dad about it - i did not have courage to tell him myself - so solved my problem about telling him ;)
today after a year, i can say i did the right thing, i know i took a very big chance, but it was worth it, than living a life in fear "what if they come to know"
that night i slept in peace after a long time as you know the burden was off my heart...and as i said confession was the best pain killer for me.
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